Monday, January 5, 2009
Today I received my invite to the 2009 kick-off of my company's bonus program. It's a real big deal. They wrap up the prior year and roll out the initiatives for the year. I had been planning on attending, in case I do return to work in May, but when the invite hit my inbox my stomach turned. I just declined. I don't think I can handle people asking when I'm going to return, and listening to their stories about the place, and making jokes about me returning sooner. I'll cry. I almost cried when I saw the email in my inbox. I can't go back. Not now, not in May. I mentioned something about a pot of gold in my post earlier today. It can appear any time now. Seriously.