Some days...

Life seems perfect. I couldn't ask for more and I wouldn't ask for things to be different.

Then there are days like today. I feel restless and housebound. I love my babies, but I want more. I need a rush. I need to not take it out on BB. He's only learning. He's doing his best. I need to do better.

It's not my children's responsibility to fulfill me. It's my responsibility. But my hands feel like they're tied.

Must do better. Must do better. Must do better.