Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Here I am again...

So the old blog has been hidden... MB picked up my iPad over the holidays and started reading one of my open tabs. He didn't like what he read. I tucked it away out of respect for him. It hurts to have abandoned it. But I'll do whatever it takes to make this relationship work.

I highly doubt this new blog will be a suitable replacement for me, emotionally, but I need SOMETHING. I just need to try to not share anything about him or his boy. Not easy for me, since they are a huge part of my life.

To try put a positive spin on this, I have a new life now... a new blog seems appropriate... although I think my story is far more interesting when the past five years are in the same place. I feel like I'm a survivor... but now my story is tucked away.


Stephen said...

It's good to see you (somewhat) blogging again... although it doesn't feel the same... maybe you'll find your groove again... you're too great of a writer to stifle your expression... I hope! :-)

cuddles said...

Yeah, I know... this really blows... clearly I get that, considering my lack of motivation to even bother posting here anymore! :)