I believe I've found a name for this blog that really describes me. Funny, since it was just earlier today that I complained that I couldn't come up with anything! And I didn't even have to steal this from a song! No sirree, inspiration actually struck!
Not that hoping for a happy ever after doesn't describe how I feel, but Fumbling for Perfection really seems to hit the nail on the head. It shows not only my insecurity, but also my constant struggle to do things right, by the book. That constant struggle is always made worse by my incredible laziness. :) I also find that it is forward looking, as it reflects my continuing journey to improve myself and my world.