It's new years eve. Last year we spend NYE with our good friends who had recently bought the house almost across the road from us. I was so tired that night and so cranky. People were cheating at Trivial Pursuit and it was driving me crazy. No, not crazy, but CRAZY. I ended up calling it a night shortly after 23:00, and left DH with them to ring in the new year. I brought in the new year in bed by myself, having a pity party and crying because I didn't want to be alone. If only I had known how much I would love the beautiful little boy growing inside of me! I probably wouldn't have felt so alone...
This year things are so much better. We decided not to go out (although we had a wonderful offer to go to the same place as last year, and a second wonderful offer from my parents to babysit) and have opted for a quiet 'normal' night at home. After BB went to bed, I poured myself a small glass of wine and DH and I watched a few TV shows and nibbled on some yummy cheeses that we bought at the market last weekend. After I had enough TV, I came back upstairs, finished adding comments to my Christmas album on Facebook, and now I'm writing my final blog entry for 2008.
It's been an amazing year. I wish there was a way I could remember every tiny detail from this year. I've fallen more in love with DH. I've fallen in love with BB. My heart brims with happiness. I'm a bit sad to let go of such a wonderful year.
I have no resolutions for 2009. I only want more of what I have had in 2008.