I'm not talking about this. Really.

I have something I want to chatter about, but I'm afraid of jinxing it--if it is even anything. I know I've already proven to myself that NOT talking about something here doesn't prevent it from being jinxed, yet I still feel cautious. Maybe it's just that I can't bring myself to publicly admit that I might have actually met someone that I like and am attracted to, for fear that he might not feel the same way... or he might not be looking for something even remotely resembling what I'm looking for.

One good thing is that I'm not completely obsessive about it. If there's something, great. If not, I won't feel like it's the end of the world. Still, I'm hopeful.